useless

K.P back to it's working state...us back to practice...
amrit playing great,alex leading,pablo as usual smooth , nani our new member (he says so) and 'i' .... i am again the weaker link and thats inspite of nani.got to wake up ,take a few steps and start playing some music.notes are like my enemy and i don't even know them(someone once said 'know your enemies better than your friends' or something to that effect).E,A,B,C sharp...none of it makes too much sense to me and i aspire to be in a band!!! its as sad as is it funny when i have to look at some tabulature before touching the strings.my fingers are moving fine, they follow the beat and the rythm poses no question,but after these many months 'satisfaction' is the only song i am prepared with and it's not a satisfying feeling.